SHAFAYE (: that's the way we roll.

i don't know why but lately i've been feeling crappy. seems like nothing can really lift me up anymore. i may seem happy on the outside, but i'm dying inside.

why did i have to see you again just when i totally forgot about you? you were already out of my life, but you had to barge in just like that. but i'm secretly happy that you're back in my heart, because you have no idea how much i missed you. sometimes i wished you wouldn't leave my life as quickly as you came in. 

i really wish i could turn back the clock and go back to the days when everything was the way it was, and when we used to talk like we didn't have a care in the world. and if i had to give the space in my heart to someone, it would be you. no doubt about that. 

i don't know. i really don't. i've had enough. 

i've said this before. but i'm gonna say it again. 

maybe it's you that i've been waiting for.

SHAFAYE.
i hate this fucking feeling.